It is in these moments.
It is in these moments when the clicking of my mouse and the tik-tik-tak of my keyboard ceases and the quietness of my room surrounds me that I fall into my own thoughts. It’s nothing new to me, just another dive deep into the ocean of my endless thoughts. I sometimes find myself floating in the black infinity of my consciousness for what seems like moments of forever…Past faces and through memories, I keep falling deeper and deeper until i realize that I have not moved and that I am still here, my hands still positioned awkwardly on my laptop’s keys, my head tilted down in fatigue - but I am too tired to sleep. Then the next day comes and the sun rises and I am once again thrown into the bustling world of AWAKE. Things, people, feelings, thoughts all rushing along past me in this highway of existence. I am awake but at the same time I am so very asleep. Man..it is in these moments that I have the time to think about these things.
